Archive for September, 2009
It’s already 1:23AM now, and I’m the only one awake. I’m two minute to zoning out like everyone else, but I just want to sum up the day with this short picture post. Candid or what.
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Random thought:
It’s joy if we’re allowed to express our thoughts and feelings without offending people. It’s more welcoming if the other have no choice but to act like a life-size mannequin.
Initially, I was thinking of uploading the HariRaya pictures in this post. But then, I realised there’s whole lot of them, and the lazy nerves naturally creeps in. Haha. On a side note, I feel the need to update the space, so here’s a random vid. 2PM’s rendition of Keisha Cole’s LOVE. I’ve been replaying the vid alot today, for some reason.
For now, I’m done with fandom. It can be quite tiring sitting like this for hours, yes. FYP’s waiting to be meddled with, again. Ottoke!
It’s 12:05AM now, but I’m already half zoned out. This is just a quick post; snippet of the two days hariraya visiting.
Probably one of the most cacat picture today. As usual, pictures will be uploaded when it’s all sort out.
Hari Raya is probably the only time we get spammed with text messages of well wishes and apologies by people whom we actually meet once a year, or never.
Hari Raya is probably the only time I bother to watch television more than an hour.
Hari Raya is probably the only time I say sorry, on my knees, and actually means it.
Hari Raya is probably the only time I wear high heels.
But most of all, Hari Raya is probably the only time, I can hear the Takbir. And it has that indescribable deep effect on me every single time.
Okay, the fact that it’s going to be Hari Raya tomorrow has finally sinked in my K-infested brain. Spring cleaning really does wonders. I found lots of money, new post-its and random keychains.
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On a side note, since it’s probably going to be a long day tomorrow, here’s wishing an advanced Selamat Hari Raya!! :)
I love every minute of today. I feel… human.
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Okay, this is quite random, considering that above short sentence post is very much redundant, but sums up my thought. I feel the need to conclude the day with a little gif spamming, because wow, gif images are working back. Oh yeahh.
Spam.
Spam.
Spam.
I’ve been successfully ignoring facebook this whole week, after the new intro to twitter world. (yes, I’m slow what.) And the fandom world is chaotic 24/7, I’m too busy refreshing windows and opening tabs to pry into people’s FB profiles. Ah, fandom have its ups and down, I tell you. And I’m not being remotely dramatic here.
Still lurking for more Jae news these days, and things are looking like it’s going to end soon, and there’ll be happy ending. (Well, that’s the way I’m looking at it tho.) Too much 2PM love these days, sometimes I feel that I dumped my Shinhwa too long. Ergh. And I’m guilty for no reason. Haiyoh, this is crazy crazy crazy.
In a matter of one week, I got myself a 2OD account, a twitter account and watched almost all 2PM vids. Forget about my rambling about twtter in old posts. I officially love twitter. Keke.
On a much mundane note, HariRaya is this Sunday, and I’m not even excited now despite all the fuss over curtains, and spring cleaning. Okay, maybe I’ll get excited about it by Saturday night? I better! The thought of being unwillingly dragged to relatives’ house in my brand new heels are not exactly welcoming. I WANT to feel excited about it! T__T
And with that annoying emoticon, I shall end this post abruptly. Good 11:59PM.
OMG. I’m easily annoyed today. Every single little things pisses me off. Argh, I just want to pack my laptop and overnight at some 24 hours library.
Okay, too drama.
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OMG. I ended the night with the best discovery ever. Took the whole day to look for it, and now, I’ve found IT! I’m a stalker, I’m a stalker, I’m a stalker. And with that, I just ended today’s post on a happy note. Kekeke. :)
Something random to keep myself from thinking of the whole Jae issue. I do appreciate talented entertainers okay. Not necessarily young, pretty faces what. Yurisangja’s medley of WG’s TellMe, BB’s Lies and FTIsland’s Lovesick.
Shinhwalove is suddenly on hiatus, so there’s pretty much nothing going on for me to look forward to. Argh, such agony of my vacation stint. Tragic.
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On a much bitter note, I hate that some things gets to me bad. Like I would have no choice but to feel guilty either way; it’s unfair. Ergh.
Beautiful sight, deep meaning.
I’m more of a SHCJ than a Hottest. But I’ve been spending the day refreshing Yana’s Twitter, and allkpop for the latest news.
One talented idol has gone back home. If he’s not going to be back with 2PM, then it’s a loss to the industry. K netizens should chill. Ergh.
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Restored my twitter account back to follow the 2PM news. Haha. :)
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It’s 11:56AM now, and I just feel the need to conclude the day with a final post. So today was somewhat a dramatic day, and makes me realise some things which I swear is super redundant for some, if I actually list my thoughts now.
But ah, today makes me wonder whether fandom is everlasting. Sure, I find joy like no other, when in fandom mode, but sometimes, I find myself too indulged, too engrossed; it seem a tad scary. I see fans mourning at the sight of an idol quitting, and I actually feel them.If this was three years ago, when fandom was just a weird mobbing scene to me, I would have snigger at those bunch. How twisted.
In short, there were moments of many random thoughts today.
just a space of random musings. 