end of a fandom, back to old love;

Okay, I just need to start off this post by saying that….. this post is meant to be dated 26.01.2012, but well I’m writing this at 12MN, and I’m turning into a detailed time freak. So there. :)

So January of 2012 is ending, and as expected everything was just going on smooth. I see the year being exactly what it was going to be. Until today. Nothing dramatic, but it is affecting me, just abit. My two favourite people have officially split. Not sure why, or how it happen, but yes, it happened.

Not going to comment to much on IT, because 1) this is not a fan blog, 2) I am just a fan.

We are afterall just mere spectators. Almost two years (three years, if you count the early days) and I had so much faith and hope. But well, it was a great lovetrip, with so much friends made, and happy moments spent. #thankyoumelasonforthememory With this great turning of event, I’ve exited pfandom timely, to get back to my first love Kpop. :)

On that happy note, lets just say I hope that my Tagalog wont get too rusty when I eventually feel like going back there. -.-

Pfandom had made me seen the good and ugly side of pinoys. The fandom is just… crazy. You either love or hate the celebrities, with this medium being a warfare between ugly bashers with ridiculous attitude of hatred and irk out of nowhere vs loyal fans who are delusional and overprotective that made them over ridiculously emotionally invasive. Oh well, I met some good people there and still tweeting them, so no hate feelings.

On a more positive note, as a fan, I do hope these two people, who have given me great happiness and more faith for love, to find their own happiness, and much better to find themselves back hopefully to each other. Just hoping the best for them. #melason will always be a good fandom memory, so I’m thankful for that.

And with that last full stop, I’m really out of melason world and pinoy fandom altogether for good. :)  

 

 

brief goodbye; hello 2012.

2011 is ending, and I’m doing major reflection on what’s been happening.

It was a year of cleaning up the mess, fixing things, and doing things my way. A year of self-reflection, self-satisfaction…. and just loving life. A year of lesson learnt, and got over with. Got myself into new campus, new course, new friends, with my new self. 

I got myself back into Kfandom, with yongseo and cnblue and just loving it again. Can’t wait when Shinhwa boys come back in time next year. :)

All in all, despite the lack of post updates in this space, I’m really just enjoying life in 2011. Everything is almost perfect. I fall in love with the same person I did last year, and got over it again. And I cancelled off some points off my Bucket List, which is quite a feat. I laughed more than I cried. Nothing eventful, but every day was just bliss. I feel more thankful and just happy.

It’s a good year, indeed. And I won’t switch it for anything better…. ;)

May 2012 be as great, if not better. InsyaAllah…

for record sake;

i just have to write this up so i can read back this space and remember what i’ve been doing this time of the year.

 

it’s dec 2011, and i just start to obsessed with yonghwa of cnblue. i mean obsessed. i can say that i have finally return to kfandom after a long while. all thanks to him ;)

indeed, it’s going to be a hectic fandom mode for me now. #melason #shinhwa #cnblue #yonghwa #yongseo crazzzzeeeeeee.

 

 

this is just so…..irrelevant. but well, i’m just a happy fangirl. fangirling is almost my life :)

like oh ha ni;

i’m so transparent if you can’t see through me you must be blind.

 

 

i really wanted to get away if this is getting nowhere. but gosh, i think this is getting damn serious, it’s scary. the very thing that makes me scared is really going to happen.

the 2nd date.

bad way to move on away from you.

Love you once, Love you still. Always have, and always will.

unfinished business ;)

i got a pass for accounting and a distinction for intro management. just a good start for this new life :) and i sacrificed a date and countless no life weekends for this.

 

worth it. love, you can wait. heh. :)

gleeD again,

okay, after days of watching glee casts in real live via concerts and fancams, i conclude that cory monteith, chris colfer and darren criss gives the best fan service, especially cory and darren. like MAJOR.

 

but of course, cory M is still my number one crushable, and i adore chris colfer. dont like darren c at all, except when he’s related to chris. somehow, he’s a turnon if hes being a gay. like, seriously.

 

#imjustsaying.

still GLEEd to glee.

Cory Monteith is probably the nicest hollywood star ever. i watched random fancams, and every time he’s the nicest and down to earth out of the bunch spending time with autograph and picture taking with fans and paps alike. and i love how the paps really have convos with him like old friends. totally adorable.

 

…and totally crushable. :)

gLee!

I’m officially obsessed with Glee! Unwelcoming distraction, and I finished two seasons in two days! ;)

Mark Sailing and Cory M turns me on, and Chris C is crushable despite being a gay. :)

yes, i’m glee-ed.

accounting with parasites,

Zu got a diary as in those writing ones, and it made me miss diary days, Good old days of paper and pen, and privacy (or sometimes, maybe not).

And that is just a random thought.

I miraculously suddenly remember owning this virtual diary hehe. Nothing much to ramble here, just that Ive been busy having a great life. School and work, and catching up with people, and keeping in touch with people who matters, and getting stress over school assignments. And bitching on others. (I prefer calling it venting out anger and frustration).

Well, one bit happened yesterday, while I was fretting over BASIC accounting. Screw accounting, basic or not. It’s totally not for me, after ITE days. So W the mate kept spamming me with texts for answers. She didn’t even bother ACT like she want to know how I got mine. She just shamelessly outright, asked me WHAT’S THE ANSWER.

I was just going to give her one answer on account that she’s nice and everything. But well, sometimes nice is not enough if you’re effortlessly annoying.  6 text messages in one day, and three missed calls. Desperation, much. Infairness, she THINKS I’ma  genius. Haha.

Now, that’s not the ending.

[What's with my "story-telling skills", I know. ]

I was naturally just frustrated about it, and happen to be online on FB. Guess what the typical me did. I vent it out on FB, childishly as usually. It’s a good way, actually, to have somewhere to frust and rant at. (because I totally forgot about blogs, seriously.)

Well, it was a mistake.

Not on my part, at least. Pfft.

I wrote something about wishing you and your arrogance a good life as the status. (because W mate was being exactly that. ) After giving her three answers (luckily she’s too dumb to remember about putting refs and all.) I asked if she had other answers too and she was being all defensive and cold and back to her arrogant imbecile self. What. The. Hell.

But LOL. this is not the point of this rambling.

Another someone thought I was referring to her (out of the blue!) and started to also childishly write status which suspiciously is  replying to everything I wrote on my wall (effort ftw!) :D Oh my god.

I was amused (and still am!) that she “terasa” out of nowhere (and apparently this was because i asked her one time if she know how to do since she did accounting but she said no idea.) Like seriously, you pest, i didn’t asked you the second time because i know your dirty self already. (WANT ME TO SPELL IT OUT?! *rolleyes*) Minus the amused bit, I was quite disgusted that she thought everything i wrote is about her. LIKE OMG. YOU REALLY HAVE THE PRINCESS DISEASE! (oops, hinted.)

it might not matter much this whole episode when i read this back. just a badtrip with random unimportant people who made my off day of mugging worst.

This post is just to remind myself when I read this back, the kind of people I’m surrounded with. An arrogant idiot with no brain to do any school shit but still in school, and a self-obsessed theworldrevolvesaroundme (i’m still amused thinking about this.) , apparently a sister, who’s offended and all defensive about seeing the word ‘arrogant’ maybe because she honestly think that’s how people see her as. (well, lu punye bau, lu tau sendiri la beb.)

 

ok i’m done ranting. this is so much better than spamming FB. i missed you blog. *sprays off parasites*

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