killing me softly;

Living life like this – it’s just sad. I wish I can tell it to someone, but I just hate to disappoint.

MJ;

It’s 1:15AM now, and I’m just done with my RJ. I’m about to sleep but omg, still recovering from watching MJ’s This is IT making this afternoon. I love it. Everything was just WOW. I love the dancers. I love the people around him. I love MJ. Everything was just wonderful. It feels so much like watching the concert itself. Everyone was completely awestruck by him. I can’t imagine what the real concert would have been like, if it had happen.

MJ; a legend indeed.

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I’m so glad I watch this. T, take that!

switcheroo.

“i realised… the whole house just bloody freak out everytime yani comes home a LITTLE late than usual. but when i come home late, nobody really notice until i step into the house.”

and I’d kill to be in her place.

happy ending;

A long, frustratingly tiring day ended on a high note with an evening spent at Swensen’s with the favourite people; Bishanites gang.

Cheers.

i give up.

When nothing that I do seems right, and people are just nagging me out throughout; it’s frustrating. I feel like giving up on everything, nothing seems good enough. I’m so afraid. Afraid that I’d snapped out, and lose control;

Ya Allah, give me strength please.

fandom is JOY.

Despite that random rant on a Thursday morning, this space feels rather stagnant, yes. I feel the need to update it with happy stuff!

I got my All About Shinhwa DVD, last Tuesday, and still trying to finish up watching it. :)

and I so love the poster!

KPOP fandom world has been a mess these days, and these helps abit to keep me going. OMG, yes. My life pretty much revolves around fandom, but I’m so not complaining. :)

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On a random note, tomorrow evening will be spent meeting dearest Bishanite gang, since it’s been a long while! -.-

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Gosh, I’m so right. There’s always something that will happen and screw my oh so perfect plan. I’m very annoyed at them seh. Some people just have the ability to make you want to strangle them every single time. Eff you.

bad thursday;

Crappy morning. I feel angry at myself for being rude, but I just needed to vent my anger and stress, and they happened to be there ranting away.

Living life like this; it’s tiring.

‘thrilling’ tuesday. NOT;

I’m currently in the ACER building, using their internet access and free laptop. I pratically camped in the whole day today. It’s been 6 hours already, with me roaming around mundane Jurong East and waiting at the counter. I can’t believe I burnt my free Tuesday for this.

Oh well. On a brighter note, I’m meeting Nis for dinner today, and we’d be collecting our AAS DVD, finally. :)

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It’s times like this I wish you would be here. Boo.

morning rant.

Yesterday was a total knock out. Today it’s a beautiful morning, and I hope it stays like that throughout; you never know when something’s going to screw everything up, yes. On a bitter note, my weekend plans is gone – just like that. I don’t like how people assumes that I know everything that’s going on in the house. Gosh, I’m like the Clueless one what! ~~

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Echo’s “Beautiful in my Eyes” on repeat mode in my head. I adore him!~

of thursdays’ thrills

It’s been a long day, a dramatic day. a tiring day, It’s impossible to record it all out now, because I’m fifteen seconds to dozing off. I hate it when there’s so much to say, and no time to tell. But I’ll leave it at that. Here’s a little snippet tho, of my eventful hectic Thursday.

“I climbed out the window to get to school because my 13th floor neighbour is a money-borrowing imbecile.”

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Today I hate some things that happened. For the racist comments of fellow classmates towards another; I really don’t find it funny. It’s bloody offensive, and it’s a pity that they are outnumbered as usual.

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And I ended my Thursday with a bitter-sweet news of Junjin’s 22oct enlistment. Sometimes fandom doesn’t bring joy all the time what. good night~~