accolades;

 ”Some people act like they care, but all they do is stringing words in the air. We all have our own selfish lives to lead, don’t we?”

Sorry T for the outburst, but thanks for the call last night. Strength and courage huh, encouraging much? 1.4.3. Go figure yourself. Haha.

dropped, dead,

And I’m still here, at my usual spot. Just me, my screwed self, screwing my brains over those shit. The bomb finally dropped, and all I feel is… nothing. It feels so much like a huge burden is off my shoulders. String of calls from them, and I feel guilty.  But there’s still that tinging feeling of a little bitter joy.

It’s screwing me for months now, and finally someone knows this dirty little secret. Now how the hell am I supposed to say it out; I hate what I’m doing.

And it’s impossible to do something all over again for the 12534th time.

the art of war: lesson melason

If you know the enemy, and you know yourself,
you need not fear the result of 100 battles.

If you know yourself but not the enemy,
for every victory gained, you will also suffer a defeat.

If you know neither the enemy nor yourself,
you will lose in every battle.

And so the true objective of war is peace.

subject: L

Today I learnt about loyalty, friendship, betrayal, plastic, and trust. Even fandom gives you valuable lessons okay. and omg, if that’s not true love, i don’t know what is.

ow-verr!

thanks to jason serenading to isay, this song is stuck in my head.

The Man Who Can’t be Moved – The Script

And gosh, this gives me chills.

101: char char

there’ll always be times like this, and it’s hard to avoid.
but let’s just take our time, and see how it goes.

back to sq1;

“If I’m gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all…I’m so gone and I don’t know what to do”

I think I’m being a complete nutcase. Goodbye.

not my year-end post.

It’s the first day of 2010. I’ve yet to post up my ritual year-end post, and I’d like to believe that it’s because I’m lazy and not inspired to do so.

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On a random note, here’s a different kind of fandom. I have a crush on these people; Melason are simply too adorable. How sweet puppy love must be. Super envious. :)

Yes, watching a foreign show can be entertaining, even if you don’t fully understand them. In fact, it’s much more interesting. And all these started thanks to Puge. Kekeke~

from kl, to fandom;

Back from KL. We reached at 9plus just now, but I was too busy catching up with fandom to care about uploading pics, or even unpack my bags. Four days deprived of internet is abit too much. It’s already 3:33AM now, and I’m totally knackered. I shall retire to bed now, instead of rambling abit more.

This was basically a random post. Haha.

Good morning, I’ve missed puge, PEX, echotiners and kfandom. And I look forward to four days worth of fandom and backtracking twitter page. Oh joy. *runs off to get some sleep*

leaving on a bus,

all my bags are packed, and i’m ready to go…
i’m sitting here, in front of the laptop,
i hate to say goodbye to four days of fandom…

BUT I HAVE TO! Exactly seven more hours to sleep, before I’m off to my 4 days 3 nights KL getaway. A much needed break, really. [my previous post and countless twitter/FB status is a good hint.]

So here’s goodbye and goodnight to puge, echotiners, SHCJ, Hottest, twitter, FB, PEX, soompi and my entire fandom world. Sarangheyo!

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It’s too late to spam my FB with sundown stuffs, so I’ll do that when I get back. Meanwhile, here’s a peek from Sunday’s fandom. Probably the best pics taken the whole day…Narsha’s head! kekeke~

thanks to royston my new found fanboy friend. :)