end of a fandom, back to old love;
Okay, I just need to start off this post by saying that….. this post is meant to be dated 26.01.2012, but well I’m writing this at 12MN, and I’m turning into a detailed time freak. So there. :)
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So January of 2012 is ending, and as expected everything was just going on smooth. I see the year being exactly what it was going to be. Until today. Nothing dramatic, but it is affecting me, just abit. My two favourite people have officially split. Not sure why, or how it happen, but yes, it happened.
Not going to comment to much on IT, because 1) this is not a fan blog, 2) I am just a fan.
We are afterall just mere spectators. Almost two years (three years, if you count the early days) and I had so much faith and hope. But well, it was a great lovetrip, with so much friends made, and happy moments spent. #thankyoumelasonforthememory With this great turning of event, I’ve exited pfandom timely, to get back to my first love Kpop. :)
On that happy note, lets just say I hope that my Tagalog wont get too rusty when I eventually feel like going back there. -.-
Pfandom had made me seen the good and ugly side of pinoys. The fandom is just… crazy. You either love or hate the celebrities, with this medium being a warfare between ugly bashers with ridiculous attitude of hatred and irk out of nowhere vs loyal fans who are delusional and overprotective that made them over ridiculously emotionally invasive. Oh well, I met some good people there and still tweeting them, so no hate feelings.
On a more positive note, as a fan, I do hope these two people, who have given me great happiness and more faith for love, to find their own happiness, and much better to find themselves back hopefully to each other. Just hoping the best for them. #melason will always be a good fandom memory, so I’m thankful for that.
And with that last full stop, I’m really out of melason world and pinoy fandom altogether for good. :)